Been siao suntanning. (Check this site out. Suntanning mean longer life and less prone to cancers.) Clear my half day off on last wed and set off for Sentosa with my gym bag and a new large towel newly bought from NTUC@BM

The weather is good. Sunny but not scorching. Whoopi..me and Ms C had lunch at the habour front hawker and caught a bus to sentosa. We wondered how come got a handful of people so free to go suntann and sightseeing and most probably these people wonder about us too.. Keke.

We part with our $3.00 unwillingly at the reception and took a map along and decide to go for siloso beach.

erm..abit lazy to type liao..
i finish this up sometime later...

I have just signed up for a Titanium card :)

I finally know my new house address. It's the same name as the sport house that i'm under during my sec school days.

Yippy. Just recieved my merchandize from Sweet Gift.



Rem this?



In real life, it look like this:



I also bought an additional white dress. The model wear very nice.. I scare i wear liao look like i'm one of the backward mainlander ...



In real life, i find this dress quite scary...cos it black and white..

I dun think i will buy online clothes anymore. real life and online, very different. i worry most about the size but it came as a surprise to me that i find both piece abit huge. Note i already a big frame girl by singaporean standard. Somemore the model wear so pretty, the photographer shoot so nice, i wear KNS!!

I'm still paranoid. I freak out when i saw the car with the num 4441 cut into my lane on my way home. If you read it backward, you'll understand.

there seem to be a huge sense of omen surrounding..i saw 3 insects. one in my room last nite. i dunno where it come from and never see it b4

the last 2 was a mini spider and a little red beetle. In my OFFICE!!! wth..how did it come up into the office? i been working there for more than half year, i never see more than 2 xiao qiang and not even an ant. how come got these 2 insects on my desk.

Freak me out.

I really think there is a mysterious force surrounding me esp after the bad dream. Plus one of my friend told me recently she very disturbed like there's something bad going to happen. I really hope, all these are just my over sensitiveness.

I so paranoid now. Why am i getting these rubbish in the midst of heart healing. it so cruel! i also feeling abit dizzy but it not vertigo which i got that few months back. i dunno.i hope it not some serious illness. Sometime i wish for a close friend who help me get along but i have none. though i have friends, i been treading alone with no one to spew out my feelings and emotion and uncertainties. Ms C has been there but i been bothering her too much.

sigh..i guess only my pillow can console (it has become very salty since) me. BTW i do talk to my pillow and it talks back to me every night..

I'm mad, i know.

wah kao! I'm hooked on ?????. I'm watching it NON-STOP on this Can't even stop until my sis shouted "DINNER TIME". Now it's showing those firming cream thingy so that why i can afford to type all these. Firming cream hmm..to expensive. I love the espisodes where the makeup artists teach on the way to apply to achieve certain looks. I just watch how to apply red eyeshadows. Awesome..I realise my make up skill belong to "ANYHOW COLOR" style. Haha..

Bravo to PPS Streaming technology. My colleague recommended me this when i ask him where i can watch WORLD CUP online (stupid singapore television corp. Malaysia watch football is free, why we singaporean need to pay to watch, KNS!!!). Hee one thing lead to another :)

Now i dun mind staying at home to watch this channel liao. I know singapore tv got show, but i just dun like my house tv and also need to wait for one espisode everyweek. This one, i can watch continuously non-stop..

JULY PLANNING:
1. Buy vit c. Eat thrice a day, one for each meal. Good for skin whitening and improve immunity
2. Join Tennis
3. Extend amore package
4. Pedicure
5. Sis's birthday, winnie's too

Back to ?????

As usual, woke up early for my gym. Beautiful Sunday. Bright sunshine (oop i forgot to water my micro plant!)

decide to wear this out...crappy dress that keep attracting people attention. Make me dunno whether to smile for them or scrowl at them. In the end, i look away most of the time. Kei siao de wo!!!



Can you spot me in the reflection? Lamer me..


After gym which end around 2pm, i had a hard time deciding how to spend my sunday. I have already doll up myself after the bath and the damn hot steam bath (something wrong with the room since it down maintenance the previous week bah. The temp so high till the moment i enter, my nails seem to flat out...so painful. I stay for 3min and came out hot red! But it really good for hair mask'ing. Ya i do hair mask before entering steam room. Now the hair shiny and soft and very straight..Worth it lei.)

Ms C called me several times when i was in gym. Tot she jio me out in the noon but it turn out she has some problem which need my advise. Then MY called me and ask me whether want to go AMK but i hesitate becuase for what i wore might attract even more looks (I have to keep myself in town area since there not just me wearing differently) and the the condition of my new fabric shoes will become while walking in a heavy rain. In the end i headed down to the movie counter and to my luck, Cars by Pixar animation (my fav) is going to be screen in 10 min. I immedicately buy a ticket (MY FIRST TIME GOING TO MOVIE ALONE), a hotdog bun and a root beer. (Being Single is like being available to friends who need your accompany at the last min, my schedule no longer existed. I dun have any friend who like myself so onz. I didn't mind though, i have been attached before and know how it like. No no, never thought of getting one bf..i think i'm contented being with myself)

***If you a passerby reading my blog. my language is written in such a way that i actually writing to my future self. That explain my way of writing here. Only me can understand. No, i won't say sorry to you for this.



Back track, Cars is really an inspiring movie that teach you the Greater meaning. Good for those upper pri kids and growing teens. If i have kids, i will alway bring them to pixar's movies provided they are maintained along the line. However i felt after disney bought pixar, their movie not as funny as last time. Hm...Anyway i entered the theater few min late and the entire theater was dimmed to only green led on the floor. Not even the seat no was shoned on. I plonked down when i saw free seat. TAMADE. There are some CRUDE aunties, buah paiseh. Talk loudly on the phone. I buay tahan , turned back and HISS at her. TAMADE She still yakking away. In the end, i feel like moving further but i can only move frontward but i hate holding my neck too high and so i endure. Then these stupid aunties shake leg put leg my row of my chair and shake shake. I straight up my body lean forward and block their views. Only after, they stop these nuisance. Should ban CRUDE aunties and uncles FROM CINEMAS (BUAH ZI DONG).

Anyway after the movie, met my sis at Orchard. Went to heeren to get a watch for my dad. Had a hard time decideing which. We are awed by those chronological watches, so intricate but later the image of my dad trying to put on his lao hua glasses to zoom in at his watch deter us from looking further. In the end, after the second trip to the shop, we decide on a simple Fossil watch. Quite neat with a nice watch face. Hope my dad will like it.

Anway, we have our dinner at billy bombers. Order a choc shake and DUNNO WHAT burge. All Star burgers? Think so. So fat. Eat until wanna vomit. the shake is fabulous. Next time go there order shakes can liao. Is route 66 famous anot? How come i see it in the movie and the menu?


On the train back, i caught a glimpse of the new face of the girls in the New Paper. So few week back, when people call me up for audition for the New Paper is not a prank or gimmicks byu those fake model agencies out to earn port folia money!!! Sigh but even if i join, i think most of my pretty friends got even more qualification to do that. Anway i had learn to love myself despite my flaws. I no longer grimace at my flabbly body in the mirror. Something taught me there are thing far more important than this.

That all for tonight. Tml another start of mad craze..Need to plan how to spend my weekends. Only got $200 to survive. Maybe i be staying at home for next 3 weeks. Sob T_T.

Old doll getting obsolete..replacing her with ..



Spring!! Is it summer instead? I can't find any with the summer wording. Heck care..nice can liao. Letting Miss Summeria grace my webby...

Guess what, i holy spent 200$ just for today. A few snapshot of what i brought:



I went to kinokuniya in search for cawaii mag as recommended in les dames forum. End up i grab the latest Cleo and With mag (a taiwan chinese translated jap mag)




I shouldn't have brought this. Not cheap..esp when i just buy it@potpuri for the sake of roller blading..should go to REJECT shop for such wears..arg..




Fall in love with this pink-black stripes..you see such Tee all over far east. But this one is off shoulder and i'm a sucker for such cut.


My favourite loot. So lovely. I hope my thunder thigh dun spoil the look of the baby doll top


All the clothes that i bought today. The top 2 are those whole dresses that you would wear with leggings. Abit regret..cos it only be for trend for awhile..must wear many many time before outdated. My maths fail man! I was told to pick a fourth item as every 3 item purchase will entitle one piece free. So the bimbo me went to pick an expensive item thinking that it would worth the money and end up only my legging $5 has become the fourth item for free. Wah kao..uni student do such a thing...(-.-")Arg..should have gotta that hot pink lacey racer tee for $7.90. Total burns = $80.


One of my shoes has broken down and it the prettiest among all my shoes. heart pain Ya really broken down. It is a heel shoes and the stub was gone gradually and then become a flat then the whole soles split..so i went to buy this to replace that spoilt one so then i can wear with the dresses that i just bought. Not much flats except a pair of beaches flip flop and a outdated shimmery slippers.




People say inovi's is good so i go buy one $13!!not cheap!!


I already have 2 sets but i find it hard to stick the thing on my lid..it doesn't fit..that why i go buy the above..very wastful me.


Trying ways to wear my korea lacy hair band..How come it look like there a beehive behind. My hair too thick to wear..so horrible. Somemore i bought 2 which is $8 intotal


Just random pic. Trying to capture my eyelashes..but either camera too lousy or eyeslashes are way too short to be called eyeslashes.


I should wear falsies out instead of spending on mascara..But koji is good. caught my friend's attention as she recall it used to be very stubby and can't be seen


I shall ban myself from shopping further for this month. I still got father day gift haven buy yet. I still have a wakeboarding session which i haven pay yet. My amore class is finishing i shall reduce to once class a week and go swimming instead. Cheaper that way...

Anyway getting busier at work..hopefully that can help to prevent my pocket from being burnt further.

Reminding myself to get a life insurance. Was browsing thru personal finance self help books at kino. Ya, it's time.

i have to be optimistic despite the very deep fear that almost engulfing me..telling myself all over again.

1. I want to be good and friendly to people, get less easily irritable
2. Quick join activities that i enjoy, know more people
3. Rid of the enstrangled relationship with my family
4. Try to live life like there no tommorrow..
5. trying to be the type of people that i want to be..i dun wan to look back and regret..

Cherish is the key...