Awaken.
Being on 2 days mc, and after sleeping so much resulting in backache, i decide to revisit my blogs. When i read specific entries(not in this blog) written in late 2003 and early 2004, i really utterly disguised with myself. But then as compare to later part of the years till now, things on that side certainly become better, only the r/s with family turns for worse. I was then a 'lock-up' child @ home till 2 days ago. Thanks to this person whom i once called boyfriend.
He hit me on my face after an argument. My parents bring me to neighbourhood police post and thereafter, Alexandra ER. I was given merely a painkiller and went home sad and exhausted. Till now, I keep thinking why why why he must do such thing to destroy our r/s. I can't differentiate whether my eyes swollen is due to the bruises or due to my endless tearing. I sleep most of time, waking intermediately to talk to my friends and my bosses and eat.
I have to put all this behind, don't i? I have to end this relationship completely, don't i? Or else, for how long my family is going to worry, for how long my friends has to fear for me and show their disapproval?
I learn my lesson in a very hard way over a long time of 1 and a half year span. I'm looking forward till the day when i and family are really happy again but i know it going to take sometime.
Pray for me please.
Being on 2 days mc, and after sleeping so much resulting in backache, i decide to revisit my blogs. When i read specific entries(not in this blog) written in late 2003 and early 2004, i really utterly disguised with myself. But then as compare to later part of the years till now, things on that side certainly become better, only the r/s with family turns for worse. I was then a 'lock-up' child @ home till 2 days ago. Thanks to this person whom i once called boyfriend.
He hit me on my face after an argument. My parents bring me to neighbourhood police post and thereafter, Alexandra ER. I was given merely a painkiller and went home sad and exhausted. Till now, I keep thinking why why why he must do such thing to destroy our r/s. I can't differentiate whether my eyes swollen is due to the bruises or due to my endless tearing. I sleep most of time, waking intermediately to talk to my friends and my bosses and eat.
I have to put all this behind, don't i? I have to end this relationship completely, don't i? Or else, for how long my family is going to worry, for how long my friends has to fear for me and show their disapproval?
I learn my lesson in a very hard way over a long time of 1 and a half year span. I'm looking forward till the day when i and family are really happy again but i know it going to take sometime.
Pray for me please.