Look at this! Holly Nice!!!!!!!!!!!



should i start my adventure into online shopping. I think i need to apply for credit card first...

or better not..i guess..

My new phone doesnot allow me to store notes. I have to borrow blog space to jot down the list of things i wanna buy and do Brands to be decided over time. Item are ranked with first one being the top pirority

E-Gadgets

1. No-camera phone [BOUGHT NOKIA 6030 G-WRAP $178-$30+$58]
2. 1G thumb drive ~ for work sake and clear lappie's anime avi
3. Slim camera ~ for blogging
4. Ipod nano ~ to make my handbag complete
5. Laptop ~ end of year business

Clothes and Accessories - all equally high pirority

1. Sunglasses [BOUGHT Jill Staurt $180 with prescribes lens]
2. More longer skirts preferably floral ones and formal ones ~ have to quit wearing super-casual super-short skirt now after being dismayed at my super-pork-thick leg in the mirror of the spec shop that i was at just now
3. Huge Sport Bag ~ Cos i going to amore classes after my UAT
4. Pink Sport shoes
5. Estee Lauder Rub-on Floral Fragrance ~ i have taken a liking to fragance sometime ago, which previously i think is a waste of money.
6. Pink Pouch ~ for e-"pad" ahem :) [BOUGHT $2.50 HELLO KITTY ONE]
7. Pink silvery translucent pouch ~ for HP @ suntec
8. Pink foldable umbrella ~ Baleno one?
9. Pink Cap ~ i dying to buy one that suit me. so far i tried -> NONE SUITS!!
10. Another slipper with tiny heels for work
11. Another black/flurry soft slipper for internal office wear
12. Buy as many T-Shirts, skirts, and cardigan as i like.

Basically just S.P.L.U.R.G.E!!

Misc

1. Amore classes ~ $200 T_T hope my sis won't go cos it cost even more $BOMB
2. Eyebrow trimming ~ i going for a more arch shape to look older..
3. Spa/Aroma Massage/Pedicure ~ $BOMB

Activities with Barney and Friends

1. Kayaking with Ms C @ East Coast
2. Wake boarding with Ms C and MY ~ unlikely cos i'm four-eyed-monster
3. Chill@EskiPub ~ unlikely cos i got C.U.R.F.E.W
4. MOS ~ unlikely cos i got C.U.R.F.E.W
5. Speed dating ~ unlikely but the thought of it is fun.

Maybe i too unhappy at times that why keep coming up with things to make myself happy. Arg..materialistic girl. Even writing these make me happy (-.-")

Left my brain in office. that why din blog..

Looking forward to the days when i have more friends to go out with me...

Maybe i try speed dating?

Not for the sake to find boyfriends

But just for heck of fun.

still got less than a year membership with SDU.

Ms C reminded me that.

After working non-stop for seven days non-stop, i decide to pamper myself and my sis after a hard day work. Ya, i work on sunday. Only to find user decided not to come since the UAT database is down!! But anyway, i still sticked away in the office doing some stuff before heading back to home town to meet my sis.

Not wanting to play hide and seek with the mindef internal security officers anymore, i decide to go buy a NON-CAMERA phone. Nokia 6030! OMG. it has basic function but in actual, it's manufacture in apr 2006. new product. Since it so lack in the function and design, i decided to gwrap my hp to have those kawaii-neh. Cos i noe if i do dun like that, i will despise it just because it dun have camera and other functions that i so used to. Of cos i trade my 8250 away for 30$. Should have keep it cos it's so damn antique!...

Went all the way down to suntec to seek out the stall. But not before doing a french manicure at my hometown for the first time in my life.


Tada!! my frenchie nails and sucky ugly phone.

Ya it so damn ugly that instead of feeling pampered, i am so pissed. The girl at the stall simple doesn't not have to skill to do the wrapping. there are accidentally cuts and see the middle portion, it look so imcomplete. the girl simply has the cheek to ask me to accept the way my phone look. Damn, but i too demure and not siong enough, couldn't get them to re-wrap my photo esp when they so keen to pack up and go home.

Argggggg..................
Bad day...Tml work again...no rest...

i suck. i so guilty about forgetting ppl's birthday except, mine, sis and yen..
i quite surprise at those who send me sms greeting...they are ppl whom i haven even meet in years....

all out to repair the ship now.

Happy birthday to me, I'm 29 this year

Hee if you 're bored, can try this (source:flowerpod.com)



The animated doll is on the left. As though you can't see :P Ms C say it look fierce wit the eyes. I tried others type of cutsy eyes but this one is the i like best. Shrug..maybe that why i look so fierce..

Ms C's. Designed to look like herself. Theme: Fairy tale style.




if you wonder how Ms C looks like. That's the idea. Petite, pixie and bright type

Finally changed my layout after a year of hiatus.

Drat that it looks nice in Firefox browser but the banner look so yucky in IE browser. The alignment is off too. Comments box still not working.

Off to rest my eyes... tired after whole day of going through and relearning that html stuff.

Everything look so promising now, with friends around. A happy girl now with some tiredness and hungriness. Been working since 8+plus and having lesson till almost six without eating any thing except from boss's sardine puff and my 2 pathetic butter slice bread. I could eat a table now.

Yen's so sweet. v(^_^)v She got me this:





Useless? But it brighten up our days.

Yesterday night, i suddenly feel a huge sense of blessing for me. I know it's from him despite he's ignoring me and i'm not supposed to contact him anymore. Thankfully, after the sat which i told him to ignore me no matter how crazy and desperate i am, he been ignoring me. No matter what, we parted knowing we hoping the best for each other. I am grateful for his silence even though those days, i really very anguish when he plaintively ignore my calls and sms'es. Ms C occassionally remind me that i should not have any more contact with him cos the outcome will be 100 times worse, using her and her ex as a example. i really thank god for having her around.

I am no longer clinging to the last straw of hope that miracle will happen and i have moved on. But first, i have to start picking pieces of my life.

I start going out with my colleagues for lunch, and in return, i start to know more about my own company. Previously i was so ignorant that i dun even know my company's star product, headquater and ongoing business. See how bad my social life is when i'm with him.

Best part of it, i'm also opening up to humour of life. these people i with are really darn funny. Though i dun talk to them, they make alot of silly jokes that make me comfortable.

Today me, my sis and along with my another secondary friend went to have a ktv session. Omg, i tot i would cry at those songs we both once love and sang together but no, i am strong and still sing those songs except for FIR songs which i dun really wan to sing. If my relationship is to be a tv drama, the closing song would most probably be "WO MEN DE AI" that why i told them i'm not going to sing any FIR song except for Lydia, my personal favourite.

The early bird package is so damn cheap, only SGD$27.10 for 3 person at partyworld as compare to SGD$51 from 2 pm onward. We save alot!! so happy. we went to taka for pepper lunch. Yuck with those corn in the rice! i never go back there again. So exp and nothing special. I might as well go to kenny roger. Ya i craving for it now ever since i told my ex few weeks back but guess we never have any chance to go there together anymore. Sigh...

We then scour round for a bag for my day work usage. and saw 3 ex-classmate (sec 1-2) berlinda, ting wei and fengyi. I never saw berlinda though she brush past me in the rain while crossing the road. She hugging close to her bf. Next is ting wei, she totally change into a wholesome girl. So pretty now that i can barely regconise her. Next is fengyi with her bf at ck tang. Haha

So qiao to saw 3 at one go.

Anyway i got my bag. Pink again this time. Sadly i can't bear to let go of my old bag cos it from him and money wasn't easy to earn that time to buy that bag that i like. But i guess, new one never come if old one din go.

Am i right?



the seller say it is sold @ 45$ at bugis. I asked them why they sold it so cheap @ SGD$18.50. They said they are the distributors. Hm..maybe one day boliao, go check out bugis bag stalls bah.

Broken from slumber spell. Some ugly frog came by and give me a slap on my face till i bruised and bleed. i woke.

I have decided to publish my blog again. For past weeks, days passed by without awareness. I was like a zombie at work. No appetite, no mood to socialise, no motivation to complete my job task. Luckily, my boss is nice enough not to exert her usual pressure on me to complete my work within the given time. But that, i remind myself not to take it for granted. I have to quickly get over this bad aurua that has been surrounding me ever since that incident.

Last weekend, my sis brought me out to shop at orchard. I thought it be better than staying at home feeling self-pity. Nah, i was wrong. It was terribly bad choice. I was constantly reminded of the memories as i walked past the paths that we once strolled. The feelings of holding hands, licking the same ice cream cone, exchanging kisses all comes on. I was so awfully sad and was crying and bleeding internally when i saw happy couples. I guess i not ready for the world yet.

That why this weekend, i choose to coop at home. Some friend advises me to go out and get fresh air, some told me just to give myself time to heal, no rush to regain normancy. Afterall i have to come to face this bad truth and accept the loss.

Of course, staying in home = nothing to do except to read kennysia's weblog. Aren't we all fortunate to have a humourous blogger around? I always enjoy reading his blogs, except those politics-oriented posts cos being a bimbo girl i am, i absolutely know nothing about this politic. I start reading from his first post and now was still at somewhere in the middle of june 2005 entries. I was pretty slow but then i do stray and read else blogs. Not many blogs around i like to read. Some are simply too meaningless and too much of narcissism which invoke disgusted feeling, some are simply too cheem and robotic and humourless and lost that humane touch. And some are simply too diffult to read: FONT TOO SMALL, ENTRIES TOO LONG (UPDATED: i seem to be talking about myself here)

End up i will only read kennysia for now. And somehow after reading his, i make up my mind to publish my blog again. The previous reason why i remove the blog and put on hiatus is because
1) readership is near 0 (jk, wasn't the reason, at least there is one and that's me. I enjoy reading mine when i too bored )
2) it has become a self-destructive weapon that wiped out nearly all the bonds with my family

I dunno what i would write. But i categorised myself as mundane writer with terribly bad grammar and vocab. Not that i really write bad english, but i can't just be bothered. It wasn't as if i was writing some GP essay for some goondu englishman to mark. So long can be understooded, can liao. I just write what come into my mind in this seconds.

By the way, i'M still caffeine addicted. I re-start drinking coffee ever since i dunno when.