13 August 2005

i feel like running away from home. It's too suffocating for me to live anymore. Everyone now is a spy. they judge me like a convict and condemn condemn condemn me the whole day for the whole weeks and months. I know it started out for my own good but eventually i may soon be mentally unsound. I live my life being caged, just like my hamsters. They never think/look from my angles worst still they never even question anything about what they thought they know. So much of what they thought are 90% WRONG WRONG WRONG.

God isn't helping me either. Sometime i do feel a force pushing me to jump off the block.

I could not take it. Can they just leave me alone? No one understand, no one to talk to...