This
song really get me depressed but it sortof got me hooked because of the pain it induced in my heart. I love listening to piano-accompanied and sad song. I often daydream that I'm the one who is playing the piano and singing at the same time.
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I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears,
and if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone,
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase,
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand through all of these years,
But you still… have… all of me,
You used to captivate me,
by your resonating light,
now I’m bound by the life you left behind,
Your face it haunts,
my once pleasant dreams,
your voice it chased away,
all the sanity in me,
These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase,
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand through all of these years,
but you still… have… all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
but though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along,
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand through all of these years,
but you still… have… all of me oh..., me oh..., me oh... (end)
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I think I'm gonna be a big fan of Evanescence.
The GB tournament started yesterday. My team played twice and lost twice. I have no courage nor confidence to play with other teams today and be the cause of team failure yet once more. I realise I'm someone who doesn't like competition. A little defeat, I give up easily. Damn I just wished i could tell my leader to replace me but that is cowardice.