Monday, 24 February, 2003 23:10
It's recess week!
Been itching to change my first layout. Getting sick of purple. So its Green weeks now! No particular preference. Just going for a change.I take away some of previous stuffs because I hardly update those stuff + I doubt people really see them. Because of time constraints, I keep my web simple. Just like that!

Haven't been sleeping for two days. I'm not joking. (I could still type! Amazing!) Been working on my Marketing paper for 3 days non-stop. Ask me anything about Tiger Beer and I will tell you though I never drink beer before. I reckon I'm not cut up to write anything but craps. Only after handing in my paper to Desmond, then I realise that I have left out the major aspect of "sex sells" *Damn*

Visited my grandma at NUH yesterday afternoon. She's really very sick now, lying there in pain. She doesn't seem to recognise us. But I caught her tilting her head up to have a glimpse. Everything changes so much and so fast. Heard from Doc that she has 2 to 3 months left. Feel so down.

Pimples popping all over my face. Now is just a breather for me. Going to work on projects like hell after today.

Thursday 13 February,2003
Same Old Valentine
It's late night. Been laughing out loud while browsing though Valentine folder in BBS. Some're so romantic, some're authentic, some're humourous, some're crude and crappy while the others'sad...a hodgepodge of anything you could think of. An update of my life: bad sleeping habit kicking in. Mild insomnia as a result. Been sleeping in late like 3am and waking up at 1pm. Probably because of too much schooless days.

Though now I am suppose to get the drawing of use case diagram done, but I feel I have to get this down first or else it'll just flew out of my mind. I have been involved in quite a few conversation with different people centred around BGR. Strange enough, these are not started by me. Erm....I think they're probably affected by 'disturbing' Valentine's scent. Which factor is more determinant in paving a way for starting love relationship Look or Personality? Some says 'look' while i say 'socialability'. My chio friends with endless supply of guys lining up offering themselves is an obvious evident.(True to some extent) while unluckly others have to sit on cold plate for dunno how long. I once had a deal with my best pal recently if that we are still single by 40, we're going to be nuns together. I think this is just a way of consoling each other. But you never know how true it could turn out to be. No bitter feeling. Accepted the fact. The world isn't going to rotate another way. I'm alway feel that look does come in initally (which is a sad thing sometimes) but it's the character made it to the very last.

I've been feeling weird especially these days. I realise I'm the only odd one among my buddies who does not have any special one in mind ever since I came into SOC. I don't feel like looking for one even. I do often see some of ex-crushes appearing anywhere in school compound but the feelings are no longer there. I've outgrown them.

By the way, I been getting busier and you notice that I do not update my blog frequently nor do I write much. So just wish all lovers an early enjoyable Valentine's Day.