i have to be optimistic despite the very deep fear that almost engulfing me..telling myself all over again.

1. I want to be good and friendly to people, get less easily irritable
2. Quick join activities that i enjoy, know more people
3. Rid of the enstrangled relationship with my family
4. Try to live life like there no tommorrow..
5. trying to be the type of people that i want to be..i dun wan to look back and regret..

Cherish is the key...