Pope John Pual II dies today. So is my love.
Finally everything is over. Is a relief? I hope so. For both of us.
I now at least now why he is so reluctant to be together. He's involved with another girl who is mentioned in the 2 blogs below. Well i couldn't comment much about their status but definitely not BGR for past 2 weeks simply because i trust what he said. But they get pretty close like, telling each other what time reach home, what time sleep, "reach interchange le", "didn't play game liao" etc in the phone sms .
No wonder he refuses to tell me where and who he been with and refuse to let me see his hp all these while. And no wonder he is able to get past the days happily while i suffering and still have the cheek to ask me not to think so much! He a real damn liar, cheater and biggest jerk, never reformed ever.
After i mentioned her name, he get out of control and threaten me all sort if i dare to harass her (well all i could think is that either he trying to protect her as a friend or he afraid i let loose of the thing he done and it would jeopardize their growing relationship). Why would I harass? I'm not that kind of person. I hold on because I see hopes and pre-empt happiness. I don't harass jerks and jinxs. Bull and the cock tales.
Then he start scolding me that i took his chance for granted by peeking at his hp(his chance as special friend is bull and cock story. Just an excuse) and that mean it's end of us. I know they're not boy-girl-friend related but guess sorta relationship is growing. Well the truth doesn't matter at this point. I know it's all over. And i finally know he's the type of person whom i wouldn't want, not any other normal girls. I didn't cry when i left his house.
We have our last quiet meal (with his fav hotdog) footed by me in his room. I deposited the things including the angel, that he destroyed and threw at me, at some certain place. Couldn't bear to bring back to my town. Afterall, he has said that i inflict pain upon myself, not his fault.
So I'm on my own now. Deleted his msn and frienster. Going to quit guild if i ever step into MUonline. My resolution is to review what i have neglected all the six months and try to mend the broken hearts around me. I learn my lessons, many positives and some negative ones. Offer my gratitudes to my dear whom i shall call him here for the last time ever.
Finally everything is over. Is a relief? I hope so. For both of us.
I now at least now why he is so reluctant to be together. He's involved with another girl who is mentioned in the 2 blogs below. Well i couldn't comment much about their status but definitely not BGR for past 2 weeks simply because i trust what he said. But they get pretty close like, telling each other what time reach home, what time sleep, "reach interchange le", "didn't play game liao" etc in the phone sms .
No wonder he refuses to tell me where and who he been with and refuse to let me see his hp all these while. And no wonder he is able to get past the days happily while i suffering and still have the cheek to ask me not to think so much! He a real damn liar, cheater and biggest jerk, never reformed ever.
After i mentioned her name, he get out of control and threaten me all sort if i dare to harass her (well all i could think is that either he trying to protect her as a friend or he afraid i let loose of the thing he done and it would jeopardize their growing relationship). Why would I harass? I'm not that kind of person. I hold on because I see hopes and pre-empt happiness. I don't harass jerks and jinxs. Bull and the cock tales.
Then he start scolding me that i took his chance for granted by peeking at his hp(his chance as special friend is bull and cock story. Just an excuse) and that mean it's end of us. I know they're not boy-girl-friend related but guess sorta relationship is growing. Well the truth doesn't matter at this point. I know it's all over. And i finally know he's the type of person whom i wouldn't want, not any other normal girls. I didn't cry when i left his house.
We have our last quiet meal (with his fav hotdog) footed by me in his room. I deposited the things including the angel, that he destroyed and threw at me, at some certain place. Couldn't bear to bring back to my town. Afterall, he has said that i inflict pain upon myself, not his fault.
So I'm on my own now. Deleted his msn and frienster. Going to quit guild if i ever step into MUonline. My resolution is to review what i have neglected all the six months and try to mend the broken hearts around me. I learn my lessons, many positives and some negative ones. Offer my gratitudes to my dear whom i shall call him here for the last time ever.
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