23 June 2005

I cried like a baby during bath. Cried like never before till my eyes swollen red. Many happy memories flashed by . Made even sadder. End up mistaking shampoo for conditioner and my hair was washed twice.

I keep thinking, maybe two years later he will still be there at the same spot, the same date and the same time where we first met. 18/9

But i know it will never happen. He would move on.

Sometime i think i overly insane and unreal and sentimental.

That's me.

I decide i still carry the wallet he bought for me, the pink love make of straw intact. will still keep the rose and the rest. 16/6 would the last day we met. 2 days thereafter was our last 9mths.

It's an end to everything good just like what he said. But not for me. i still grasp on. I wonder if one day when i lay on my death bed, would i remember him and those good memory? will he too remember me or am i just a one of his shooting stars?

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