WRITING FROM A TORMENTED MIND!
My life is in more chaos than ever when more people are involved, just when i want to forgive and start afresh. I disappoint and is being disgraced. Their love for me is choking me! I just don't know which step to take without hurting both parties. I hate myself for my softheartness and indecisiveness. Meanwhile i'm telling myself to cherish whatever i have now...

I know my mum must have went to ask god whether i still with him, if not why would they stay out so late. And i know she gonna returned home red-eyes. Somehow i just wish i can sleep on and on and everyone will be happy when i wake up. You may think i have to get some sense but really, I do need MIRACLE here.

ARG...