I'm suffering from chronic headaches for two days and it badly hampers my study scehdule for next week's exam. Now, I practically sleep early at 1am and wake up late during the noon. I guess my brain couldn't adjust itself from my previous 45 min sleep per two consecutive days to more than 8 hours sleep on the next day. Don't you think i'm ill-treating myself? I never realise that until yesterday while gunbounding, my guild fellows are all telling me to at least have some 1-2 hr rest in between. I guess I'm a JIT workaholic.
What have i read? Two Chapter for calculus for entire week. Oh my god. How worst can it get? No one ever end up like me. I the extreme. I'm a goner. But i got used to such situation. Leopard's spots never change and it sometime makes me wonder whether i can make it to honour if i have the determination(&brain&perservarance) of bf. Shrug. No use thinking of it.
To motivate myself. I have just made a pact with MY, that she will buy me an avatar if i manage to finish 10 chapter of perfume notes. That's half of the course yet alot. Currrently i still stuck at chapter 1. Hm....I have to pia continously...will update at midnight to see how far i go.
Yesterday, i dreamed three weird dreams after falling fast asleep despite the five loud beeps of incoming sms from my handphone on my pillow. In my first dream, I was a bride wearing a short stylish bridal skirt. And I was in a chauffered car which was supposed to be fetching me to Changi airport. But i never know why the airport is so near my house and instead of the airport tower, i see a long stretch of long green field instead. We were actually lost and my darling called frantically to ask about my whereabout, afraiding that i may run. Blah blah...when i finally reached the place, it was a restaurant that looked practically like MacDonald, (If my wedding dinner is there, i might as well be a suicidal bride) I don't remember the bridegroom's face but I know he cares alot about me. But all the time, all in my mind is that why am i getting married just right after graduation. And is my choice correct? And how come am i making this stupid decision without any dating experience and getting to meet more guys thereafter? i excused myself and went to the toilet. I still recalled the waitress guiding me to the restroom. I couldn't tell my darling that i can't marry him. I couldn't bear the uncomforting thoughts anymore and i ran away from the place. During my escape, YXY saw me and i try to hide from her. I dunno why in the hell she appears in my dream. I ran and ran and ran in my short lovely skirt and high stiletto heels until I woke up at 5.45 for a toilet break. I continue sleeping and proceed on to my second dream.
I can't remember much about this. All i know is that i suppose to drive another car while my father's car is full with relative. My cousin is with me and this is a two seater long shape maroon sport car that shaped like those tiny jet plane.
It was prolly exciting but i don't remember what happen thereafter.
The last dream before i'm awaken by my dad's whisphering in the next room. I was a german guy and quite nicelooking one. Heehee. I have a girl friend who is a Jew and we are in the Nazi era of time. We both are studying in a school and my girlfriend stay in the hostel. I recalled myself rushing into my girlfriend's room helping her to lock the window and drawing the curtain, fearing that she might be seen by the nazi soldiers. We hugged together for one last time and suddenly i off in a field wearing a nazi military clothes combating. I was dodging the handthrow bombs as well as throwing the bomb at the enemies. There i sat high on the other side of the wall and watch sadistically at the ball of fire automcatically surrounding enemies.
I never knew why i got that third dream. What have i been thinking and what am i supposed to derived from it. I knew for my first one, my mum finally relenting her highest piority rule, and i'm starting worrying about my first date (see no boyfriend yet think so far for what!!! Any friend reading this entry should slap me hard upon seeing me and tell me to get real) I was just afraid getting attached to a wrong guy given that I don't have any prior experience
My second dream actually resulted from my guilt. I got my license for 1 year more but still didn't get down to really driving around singapore. I don't want to waste my money forgotting the driving technique and I'm hoping to be drive my mum around for this coming holidays. Really envy people who gotten their own car.
This is a very disoriented entry. Guess i impatient to get back to my study and get my avatar as a reward
What have i read? Two Chapter for calculus for entire week. Oh my god. How worst can it get? No one ever end up like me. I the extreme. I'm a goner. But i got used to such situation. Leopard's spots never change and it sometime makes me wonder whether i can make it to honour if i have the determination(&brain&perservarance) of bf. Shrug. No use thinking of it.
To motivate myself. I have just made a pact with MY, that she will buy me an avatar if i manage to finish 10 chapter of perfume notes. That's half of the course yet alot. Currrently i still stuck at chapter 1. Hm....I have to pia continously...will update at midnight to see how far i go.
Yesterday, i dreamed three weird dreams after falling fast asleep despite the five loud beeps of incoming sms from my handphone on my pillow. In my first dream, I was a bride wearing a short stylish bridal skirt. And I was in a chauffered car which was supposed to be fetching me to Changi airport. But i never know why the airport is so near my house and instead of the airport tower, i see a long stretch of long green field instead. We were actually lost and my darling called frantically to ask about my whereabout, afraiding that i may run. Blah blah...when i finally reached the place, it was a restaurant that looked practically like MacDonald, (If my wedding dinner is there, i might as well be a suicidal bride) I don't remember the bridegroom's face but I know he cares alot about me. But all the time, all in my mind is that why am i getting married just right after graduation. And is my choice correct? And how come am i making this stupid decision without any dating experience and getting to meet more guys thereafter? i excused myself and went to the toilet. I still recalled the waitress guiding me to the restroom. I couldn't tell my darling that i can't marry him. I couldn't bear the uncomforting thoughts anymore and i ran away from the place. During my escape, YXY saw me and i try to hide from her. I dunno why in the hell she appears in my dream. I ran and ran and ran in my short lovely skirt and high stiletto heels until I woke up at 5.45 for a toilet break. I continue sleeping and proceed on to my second dream.
I can't remember much about this. All i know is that i suppose to drive another car while my father's car is full with relative. My cousin is with me and this is a two seater long shape maroon sport car that shaped like those tiny jet plane.
It was prolly exciting but i don't remember what happen thereafter.
The last dream before i'm awaken by my dad's whisphering in the next room. I was a german guy and quite nicelooking one. Heehee. I have a girl friend who is a Jew and we are in the Nazi era of time. We both are studying in a school and my girlfriend stay in the hostel. I recalled myself rushing into my girlfriend's room helping her to lock the window and drawing the curtain, fearing that she might be seen by the nazi soldiers. We hugged together for one last time and suddenly i off in a field wearing a nazi military clothes combating. I was dodging the handthrow bombs as well as throwing the bomb at the enemies. There i sat high on the other side of the wall and watch sadistically at the ball of fire automcatically surrounding enemies.
I never knew why i got that third dream. What have i been thinking and what am i supposed to derived from it. I knew for my first one, my mum finally relenting her highest piority rule, and i'm starting worrying about my first date (see no boyfriend yet think so far for what!!! Any friend reading this entry should slap me hard upon seeing me and tell me to get real) I was just afraid getting attached to a wrong guy given that I don't have any prior experience
My second dream actually resulted from my guilt. I got my license for 1 year more but still didn't get down to really driving around singapore. I don't want to waste my money forgotting the driving technique and I'm hoping to be drive my mum around for this coming holidays. Really envy people who gotten their own car.
This is a very disoriented entry. Guess i impatient to get back to my study and get my avatar as a reward
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