Wednesday, 08 Jan 2003
Yesterday during dinner, dad mentioned that grandmother only has about 2 months left, hinting us to visit her at hospital. I was at loss since hearing the news that both my grandparents got cancer. I know I should feel very sad but somehow being out of touch with them since my teen made it hard to be deeply emotionally affected. Yah, I do feel a bit sad ever since visiting them few weeks back. They both lose so much weight because of surgery and all those chemoa.
Used to be close to them when young. Often spent our weekend at their house for overstay. It was all until one day when the words were spoken, heart broken, anger felt, our visits were reduced to once a year.
I remember that one day (few months back then), i woke up with sudden feeling that something was gonna happened my dad's side. I remained quiet, keeping the dread secret with me. However, my worst fear was proven when dad received a call from his sibling.
This incident's kinda errie. Few years back, I remember I dreamed of SIA plane which was taking off suddenly fell back and crash into the building. Two months later, an SIA plane crashed along the flyoff track result in 81 causualties.
Sometimes, I do have dreams which allow me to glimpse a bit of future however the dreams were vague, nothing which i can remember exactly and it's too trivial. All I do at that point of time is just " Hey, this is familiar" Some experts said that this is some mind work, nothing paranomal. How true is this?
Went to Bugis. Bought a sandal cum sportwear shoes. Later at night, went to Toa Payoh Centre to buy a hair clip to bundle my hair volume so as not to scare my friends tommorrow first day in school.
Yesterday during dinner, dad mentioned that grandmother only has about 2 months left, hinting us to visit her at hospital. I was at loss since hearing the news that both my grandparents got cancer. I know I should feel very sad but somehow being out of touch with them since my teen made it hard to be deeply emotionally affected. Yah, I do feel a bit sad ever since visiting them few weeks back. They both lose so much weight because of surgery and all those chemoa.
Used to be close to them when young. Often spent our weekend at their house for overstay. It was all until one day when the words were spoken, heart broken, anger felt, our visits were reduced to once a year.
I remember that one day (few months back then), i woke up with sudden feeling that something was gonna happened my dad's side. I remained quiet, keeping the dread secret with me. However, my worst fear was proven when dad received a call from his sibling.
This incident's kinda errie. Few years back, I remember I dreamed of SIA plane which was taking off suddenly fell back and crash into the building. Two months later, an SIA plane crashed along the flyoff track result in 81 causualties.
Sometimes, I do have dreams which allow me to glimpse a bit of future however the dreams were vague, nothing which i can remember exactly and it's too trivial. All I do at that point of time is just " Hey, this is familiar" Some experts said that this is some mind work, nothing paranomal. How true is this?
Went to Bugis. Bought a sandal cum sportwear shoes. Later at night, went to Toa Payoh Centre to buy a hair clip to bundle my hair volume so as not to scare my friends tommorrow first day in school.
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